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DAAMN!! My last few journals have been depressing. I've been kinda getting better tho. I got really sick a few weeks ago but that cold only lasted a week (throwing up and everything). Then I got sick again a week later but I'm better now. I'm going off to Oahu when the semester's finally over 
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I might be getting a job soon If not than I'll still get various jobs from Dad so I still get paid every once in a while for painting or something. Hopefully I'll get the computer management job I found an add for at school tho. Opens up in January.
I gotta excercise more!!
Thats all lol
.I might be getting a job soon
If not than I'll still get various jobs from Dad so I still get paid every once in a while for painting or something. Hopefully I'll get the computer management job I found an add for at school tho. Opens up in January.I gotta excercise more!!
Thats all lol
*Sigh* Miserably depressed
Well, I might as well start this off happier than I feel. I came back from my trip a little over a week ago. I LOVED it there!! I visited cousins in Berkley, two little cousins Daniel (Will be 5 on the 4th of July) and Liza(3 I think). When I feel up to it I'll post their videos on Youtube. I visited a few colleges, the one I like the most was Expressions in Emeryville, that place was amazing!! I visited my Uncles Jake (Moms youngest brother who's also the same age as me), Deva and Stephanie, my grandmother in San Anselmo. I loved it both in Berkley and in San Anselmo and even more in Fairfax, a wonderful little town not far from where my unc
Roxxy
Ugg!! Its been soo long since I updated. Sorry. This is really all out of lazyness honestly. That and busy with school stuff but school ended over two weeks ago.
I got back together with Roxxy.. but its not really the same. Its not like it used to be, like we need more breaks from each other or something. And she just seems to get more and more confusing. Maybe its just a phase and she'll grow out of it... or maybe its just me.
Its really a longer story than I want to explain. Things just keep getting more complicated and probably wont simplify again for at least another week.
On a lighter note, I am going off to California for two weeks :
For those who care :(
Last sunday my gf and I broke up. We were together almost 9 months and we've broken up before but this time I don't really know how definate it was or if it really was for real or what. I don't really even know if I'd want her back if I could get her back considering the way she's been acting and treating me lately. I keep wanting to txt her or Email her or call her or something but I don't even know what to say. I've been waiting ever since then for her to call or txt but so far nothing, which isn't unusual even for an ordinary fight except she told me not to call, txt or Email her.
I've been miserable ever since. I keep going through these
Ugg!!
I know I haven't really been all that active here in a really long time. I'm sorry. Some of you might've noticed that I commented or faved some really old drawings or replied to comments that were made in like November or something insane like that. I'm sorting through everything and trying to clear away all the old messages (5,798 deviations 49 messages). Lol, this could take a while.
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